Today, I woke up and I already knew how my day was going to play out. Knowing at all how my day is going to be before it even starts is not a very good thing. To me at least. I am trying to find things to do to keep myself from going insane while I wait for my departure as well as trying to scrounge enough money to actually get to my destination. Which, has proven to be a little harder than I first thought. This has been my main worry and even though I do not leave for about a month I cannot help but panic sometimes at the thought of not being able to get to Yellowstone.
I know deep down though that things will turn out alright and that I will indeed make it to Yellowstone on time...Even though I believe this I voice my worries because it is therapeutic. Even guys need to vent from time to time you know.
Another thought that has occurred to me is that I will be in a landlocked state and will have no access to an ocean or sea of any kind. When I first thought of the very idea of not having an ocean nearby I was quite worried. I have always felt comforted having the coast never be to far away from me. I love the coast very much, if I could I would choose to live there. I always feel more relaxed and down to earth when ever I am at any ocean/sea beach. It can be quite therapeutic for me. And not being able to visit any of the beaches here in Oregon during the summer, when it is the best time to visit, makes me a little sad. Despite all of this, and after some thinking, I believe that I will be alright in Wyoming. True there are no oceans or seas to speak of in the area, but I will be surrounded by the most beautiful landscapes in the country. And really that is a fair trade. Plus, the fact that there are lakes around will help.
Well, I think that is enough ramblings for one day. I hope that you all are having a good day that you your weekends are even better. I will see you all next post.
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